theres no love like his

i have been feeling so drifted away , feeling so lonely. like ive no one to talk to me , no one understand me. this feeling is miserable and torturing. at times , i even feel like giving up. but while im doing my quiet time one night, i came across this verse. 

 ¹⁶ Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. ¹⁷ For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. ¹⁸ So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2 corinthains 4:16-18.

and it really enlightens me , really gives me strength to carry on. like it said in verse 16 , therefore we do no lose heart , though outwardly we are wasting but inwardly we are renewed day by day. and in verse 18. so lets not fix our eyes on the unseen for what is seen is temporary and what unseen is eternal. how true , i immediately teared and knelt down and worship him. that night was amazing , the presence of god filled me , and theres peace and comfort in my heart. and also , i can feel that God is using me to do something bigger. to use the love and care he gave to influence and touched others. i have a vision , like this time our church is moving to the community. so , hes telling me to show love to the broken hearted  care for the people and slowly reach out for them. love is the greatest of all , and through love the members will stay and the new seeds will be planted in. yeah , and also through this verse i used it to make them feel better , to tell them dont lose heart and carry on. and both of them are really touched by it though they are not really a believer. but , yeah seeing it them standing up again is really amazing , praise to the lord. ;) and also , it helped me to get up too. to give me courage and strength. after the sat service two days back , it also give me strength. i had beem crying even before the service start. i was sobbing and tearing , crying out for god to renew me to fill me with love.  i felt very miserable and the feeling is really suffocating and i cant even breathe. and so by seeing sun's crossover , i really salute her. seeing her being so brave overcoming circumstances. and shes really a great women of god. regardless of anything she can be able to move on carrying on and face everything with a smile. shes really a good modal that we can look up to.and yes, at the end of the service, the love of god flowed upon me , strength and peace started to fill me. feeling so renewed once again , thanks god for guiding me. and truly you are a great god , you are the light in the wilderness. i love you lord. theres no love like yours. longing for your presence and never ever want a day without you. i am also blessed to have a wonderful cgl. her love are so unfailing , so caring. cgl , thanks for being there for me. i may not be the very spiritual one , in fact i think im the worst in spiritual warfare in the cg. but i never give up though i feel like giving up sometimes but when i look up and see i will see god reaching his hand telling me to not to give up cause hes my father and theres no father would see their child suffering. and i know and i know he will be there for me lifting me up and give me strength to carry on. yes thats my reflection for last week. and through these trials and temptation i know God will never forsake us never given up on us.