he is our strength

“God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble. So we will not fear, even if earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea. Let the oceans roar and foam. Let the mountains tremble as the waters surge!” psalm 46:1-3

yes , god is our refuge and strength. always be there for us in the midst of times , in times of trouble. providing ways for us , leading us through. hence, we must not fear for HE will be with us always. like this verse it saying 'god is our refuge and strength , always ready to help in times of trouble. so we will not fear' its telling us no matter what situation we might be in , always remember he is our refuge , strength and always there in the midst of times so we must not fear. even the outside world had been stressing you , problems you are facing right now just remember he is the way the truth the light and he will guide us thru. and i believe in him , anyone who believes will have the strength.

while im studying past few days , i can feel the lord that hes telling me to ' hang on there for im your strength' yes truely god is a great god. as im having mye these weeks , i am really stressed out , and sometimes even wanna give up. i dont know what should i do anymore. deprived of sleeps, couldnt concentrate. but one night while i was studying. god speaks to me,
 'dont worry , do your best and i will do the rest. im your strength, hang on there. ' i was really motivated then and continue studying. indeed god is our strength. throughout the whole week , i had only 4-5 hours of sleeps and this strength manage to endure me all the way to today. yes indeed he is our provider.
and i am really worried about my os and exams too. what if i did badly. i am really really worried. i am really panicking right now. what should i do , this sudden stress i had now. but well , i believe god will provide a way for me. i believe. oh lord, guide me thru this please. i really need the strength right now. lord lord lord. guide me , give me ways , give me strength.

through last weeks service , i really salute sun for being so strong. she is my role model and i will look upon her. even when the mountain tremble , i will not give up. as i know and i know he will give me strength to overcome everything everything everything. faith , is the power to situations. and i believe too.

so , we all have to remember, god is our strength and theres nothing that can break you up with the streng

theres no love like his

i have been feeling so drifted away , feeling so lonely. like ive no one to talk to me , no one understand me. this feeling is miserable and torturing. at times , i even feel like giving up. but while im doing my quiet time one night, i came across this verse. 

 ¹⁶ Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. ¹⁷ For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. ¹⁸ So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2 corinthains 4:16-18.

and it really enlightens me , really gives me strength to carry on. like it said in verse 16 , therefore we do no lose heart , though outwardly we are wasting but inwardly we are renewed day by day. and in verse 18. so lets not fix our eyes on the unseen for what is seen is temporary and what unseen is eternal. how true , i immediately teared and knelt down and worship him. that night was amazing , the presence of god filled me , and theres peace and comfort in my heart. and also , i can feel that God is using me to do something bigger. to use the love and care he gave to influence and touched others. i have a vision , like this time our church is moving to the community. so , hes telling me to show love to the broken hearted  care for the people and slowly reach out for them. love is the greatest of all , and through love the members will stay and the new seeds will be planted in. yeah , and also through this verse i used it to make them feel better , to tell them dont lose heart and carry on. and both of them are really touched by it though they are not really a believer. but , yeah seeing it them standing up again is really amazing , praise to the lord. ;) and also , it helped me to get up too. to give me courage and strength. after the sat service two days back , it also give me strength. i had beem crying even before the service start. i was sobbing and tearing , crying out for god to renew me to fill me with love.  i felt very miserable and the feeling is really suffocating and i cant even breathe. and so by seeing sun's crossover , i really salute her. seeing her being so brave overcoming circumstances. and shes really a great women of god. regardless of anything she can be able to move on carrying on and face everything with a smile. shes really a good modal that we can look up to.and yes, at the end of the service, the love of god flowed upon me , strength and peace started to fill me. feeling so renewed once again , thanks god for guiding me. and truly you are a great god , you are the light in the wilderness. i love you lord. theres no love like yours. longing for your presence and never ever want a day without you. i am also blessed to have a wonderful cgl. her love are so unfailing , so caring. cgl , thanks for being there for me. i may not be the very spiritual one , in fact i think im the worst in spiritual warfare in the cg. but i never give up though i feel like giving up sometimes but when i look up and see i will see god reaching his hand telling me to not to give up cause hes my father and theres no father would see their child suffering. and i know and i know he will be there for me lifting me up and give me strength to carry on. yes thats my reflection for last week. and through these trials and temptation i know God will never forsake us never given up on us.